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Mar. 17th, 2011 | 07:27 pm

And I want you to understand things I don’t
I want you to explain things I can’t
Learn things I have
Teach things I haven’t
I want to know exactly what you want
But not have a clue in the world on why

And you and I walk on together
Yeah you and I walk on

I want to wonder who you are
Even though I feel like I’ve known you my whole life
And accept you for who you are
Or aren’t
Even though I hate everything about you
I want you to show me your ways
I’ll show you mine

And you and I walk on together
Yeah you and I walk on

Love is born
It’s wrong in so many ways
But right in so many more
And once the hope is left unnoticed,
Everything is gone

Everything
Is
Gone

We aren’t walking anymore
We’re running opposite ways
Complete. Opposite. Ways.
Nothing much matters anymore besides the
wound in your heart that’s too fragile to say a
simple “Hello” to anymore.

Real love. True love.
Something much more than a feeling.
It’s heartbreak.
It’s pure torture to the bones.
It kills, but everything eventually ends.
Nothing. Lasts. Forever.

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Mar. 16th, 2011 | 08:06 pm

I need a best friend who won't screw me over. Just one. I need one person who will care about me, listen to me and have all the fun in the world with me. Cause everyone seems to have that but I never have. Unless you count the one who didn't care and dropped the friendship for a BOY. I just miss being happy all the time

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asjkdfas!!!!!!

Jan. 1st, 2011 | 11:20 pm

people need to open their eyes, you're all beautiful in mine.
you sit around feeling certain ways and people dont have the decency to ask. it's wrong and discusting.
you're lucky to be you; you should flaunt whatcha got!
wha whaaaa live your life and be happy.
tell everyone you love em, who cares is you're creepy. i am but i'm also in love.
everything'll work out in the end. just keep prayin

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I need

Dec. 13th, 2010 | 07:34 pm

Someone who'll listen to me.
I'm sick of telling my mind everything.

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Still Sweet

Nov. 29th, 2010 | 08:03 pm

ohmygosh. Oh my GOSHHHH ohMYgosh
I can't explain right now.
My future self will read this and know what was up.

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okay

Sep. 18th, 2010 | 10:52 pm

stop being such a shitty friend

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Why is that ok

Jul. 21st, 2010 | 12:21 am

I support you
I'm nice to you when I don't like you
I respect you
I'm there for you
I listen


but you

you take advantage of me
you don't care
you're rude
you say things that hurt more than you think
you brainwash
you're disgusting
you're addicting

WHY do I still try
when you don't need me
only her
when you don't realize what you're doing and saying
only thinking about one thing

grow the balls to TELL ME

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Inspiration

May. 8th, 2010 | 12:00 am

I've been thinkin, thinkin
Never been able to decide
All i did was hide
Who I am. What i wanted
I'd stare at the paper till I realized
that yeah, im really bad at this
But now it doesn't matter
You've been gettin fatter
And i love everything about you
Words come so easy
Time flies by
I don't want to forget you
Never want to forget us
Just hold on a few, there's more to just this
More to you and me
I've always been confused
Till i met you
Nothings wrong
You were always the one
Finally, i've got some inspiration

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:)

Jan. 24th, 2010 | 11:24 pm

I've Never been so happy,scared, excited, thankful, curious and secure all at once About anyone or anything in my life. I really hope this doesn't go away. Please please won't go awayyy

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us

Jan. 7th, 2010 | 10:50 pm

perfect

happy

broken

gone

back

great

worse

different

done

time

jealousy

back

happy

happier

stressed

upset

ruined

happy

worst

helpless

hopeless

finished

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